Sigh. I kind of knew this would happen, but I foolishly dared to hope anyway. I’ve been hoping since March, actually. That is, I won’t be going to Paris, after all.
I have the money and all, but nobody to go with. Obviously I can’t go with my mother because she has already booked another trip to Thailand, and I don’t really have any other options since I’m nearly friendless loser, lol. I was originally planning to go with my grandma, but her health hasn’t been the best and now her brother was diagnosed with cancer. It’s sad and unfortunate, but it still depresses me I can’t experience something I’ve been patiently waiting for months.
If I get desperate enough I could just go alone… but would that feel the same? Not to share it with anyone? Also it would be more expensive to book a hotel room for one person, seems like a waste of money.
No wonder real life doesn’t interest me, most of the time. I’d rather just stay in my head and do nothing. Going to Stockholm barely pulled me out of it, I wonder if Paris would have done it either.
#ha charles simply can't take his eyes off erik #not even when he's already turning his head towards the other guy #xmen #cherik
#I have seen this movie a billion times and every time this fucking kills me #lol #tmnt
#doctor who #the funny thing about this is that it's painfully accurate
#tf2 #sniper #spy #sniperxspy